What is happening...

I can not for the life of me understand anything anymore. And I also hate the fact that this is the second time in a row that the only inspiration I have for a blog is something negative. However, compared to the last post, this is beyond ridiculous.

This is for everybody, but it is more specifically directed to a select group/few groups, come see me.

Anybody who has been in a fight.
Anybody who has deliberately hurt someone you dislike.
Anybody who has deliberately hurt someone against whom you have no type of disdain.
Anybody who has unintentionally hurt anyone in any way, shape, or form.
Anybody who is in a gang.
Anybody who wants/wanted to be in a gang.
Anybody who dropped out of school (and didn't attempt to get a GED).
Anybody who steals/has stolen.
Anybody who has jumped someone.
Anybody who has had non-consensual sex, b.k.a rape
Anybody who treats any other person disrespectfully.

One question, why ?
I really and honestly want to have some responses on why you do/have done any of these things.

Where is this coming from, you ask ?
Derrion Albert, 16 years old, Chicago, Illinois.



Like, seriously ? Do you realize what people went through just so we would get an education ?!
What happened to the unity, the love, the good vibes between our people. How did we let it get the the point that we have our children on the street killing each other for no type of reason ?!
When did it get so bad that things like this aren't big news? Why was the response I got from a few people somewhere along the lines of, "Oh, yea that's kinda what happen to my nigga blahblah" or "Yeaa it's never a big deal in my hood"
Why does this not make us take a second look at how we're living !?

Why do I feel like no body is doing anything...like nobody cares ?
Idk, I'm talking, getting my words and feelings out there, hopefully somebody is hearing me.
But I feel one type of way when I see police brutality type of things, but honestly... why do we have marches and demonstrations for that, but all we have is silence when we kill/hurt each other. It's useless..
We're sitting here putting out one message.. a message that I interpret as:
You were right, we're worthless pigs that don't deserve to live.
But at the same time, if someone else wants to do something, we have a problem.

I need someone to make me understand. I wanna get inside your heads, there are some sick and twisted things going on, and I really want to know why....

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"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Out deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same, As we are liberated from our own fear, out presence automatically liberates others." -Marianne Williamson